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Your Own True Love

by eggcorn

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1.
little sprout bursts out stretching arms to sky waking from a lullaby the melody was so sweet dancing round my ear through the darkness of the night sun spilling through the roof as we drive greenery is blurring by as you turn your face toward mine I reach out to cup your fingers in my palm become a song I'll sing got a million things to say to you and all of them are true I wanna spend the rest of my life loving you fingers cupped inside my palm trees white light fingers cupped inside my palm trees white light fingers cupped inside my palm trees white light fingers cupped inside my palm trees white light
2.
London 04:20
take me back to London take me to the rain take me to the station cleaner than i came you know that i love you but it will never be the same the next time that we come back your face will have a different sheen take me back to London runnin to the shows, runnin to the train, runnin up the escalator of my brain the Shard in the dark the smell of the ocean at Brighton soft-core fighting in the Indian restaurant O has got a lot of nerve ya gotta admire her for going all in for art you know that i love you but it will never be the same the next time that we come back your face will have a different sheen and why'd i gotta hold on to everything so tightly a fantasy of Preludes alludes me nightly O has got a lot of nerve ya gotta admire her for going all in for art while you're smoking on the balcony dancing in the park... back to California drier than the plains longing for the greenery the feeling of the possibility of change is it just novelty? or is it something in the air? the musicality of dialects spoken foreign to the ear smoking on the balcony dancing in the park...
3.
no separation between body and mind I've been working on it all the time wake up with all of these thoughts to be said sensation spilling into consciousness my heart is in a pillowcase tucked underneath your head I find comfort in this momentary vision take me in the bed beside the countertop so cold wherever else you want to dance beside the dishes we leave the room up to the moon you have my whole galaxy you can think it in your hands in your feet there's a brain inside your belly that's gotta eat you can feel it in synapses and waves what I'm saying as I kiss you all over your face kiss you all over your face kiss you all over your face kiss you all over your face my heart is in a pillowcase tucked underneath your head I find a comfort in this momentary vision take me in the bed beside the countertop so cold wherever else you want to dance beside the dishes we leave the room
4.
I saw it from a star and i reached into the sea I never found somewhere where I'm supposed to be
5.
oranges 04:04
wishing for more concrete problems like spilt milk or a scheduling conflict mine languish in the abstract a glance most likely all projection all projection all projection all projection all projection eclipsing the ray moods muddled as mint in gin wherever I am whichever way caught in a man-made slit of reality too tight to breathe an opening beyond belief and out of reach oranges could fall in the night oranges could fall in the night you can pick them up pick them up right now but they're still gonna fall gonna fall in the night settled in a smokey reverie once I had technicolor dreams now I see bright white behind my eyes' static screen oranges could fall in the night oranges could fall in the night you could pick them up pick them up right now but they're still gonna fall gonna fall in the night gonna fall gonna fall in the night
6.
undertow 02:19
7.
occult 04:37
grown up with monsters I don't wanna fall asleep supposing when I close my eyes they'll come and find me you can't stay awake for too long you will start to hallucinate create a problem for your mind to puzzle said I could never be seduced by cults but I give into anything as occult as love subsume into a mist of someone you have kissed I live to one day not exist I live to one day not exist when she comes over asking one more I am surprised in wrinkles Saturday yawns deep in Instagram already two beers in I know I am the weirdo now so carpe D.M. me slide into feelings Hale-bopp hippity-bee-to-the-hip-hip-hop coming for eternity don't know what to do don't know what to do with myself if you wanna show me I will follow been sleep-walking for a while now beam me up scot- free of body just you and me a collective of alien beings
8.
emote 02:50
9.
stomach ache awoke me hadn't had the energy to take mascara off eyes are like a raccoon breath is like a baboon don't i turn you on? what did i say last night? did i pick a fight? did i tell someone off? or worse profess my love to somebody i don't want to show it to somebody i don't want to have know i would like to be comfortable with or without alcohol to say what's on my mind when matters of the heart bubble to the surface when it's dark and i am high... wake up with a vulnerability hangover i want to curl up and die wake up with a vulnerability hangover i want to curl up and die rather than profess my love to somebody i don't want to show it to somebody i don't want to have know profess my love to somebody i don't want to show it to somebody i don't want to have know woke up to a vulnerability hangover...
10.
awe 02:20
didn't go to the party but we caught a glimpse of several caravans nestled in the crests and curves forgot that I like to walk uphill in the cold playing rock shows with our toes that one madrone in diagonal light made me sigh at the sight we risked tripping on the trail just by kissing fecklessly freckles exposed in the gold I used to worry I couldn't write if I were balanced but nothing's stagnant in the perpetual advent of awe then the song came on only I could hear frequencies composed by wind through ear by tree and seer by you my dear

credits

released February 11, 2022

written, performed, recorded, and produced by:
Lara Hoffman
with bass by:
Kyle Stringer on 'London' 'screw you, Descartes' 'occult' and 'emote'
all songs mixed with additional production by:
Joel Martin
*except 'London' mixed with additional production by:
Maryam Qudus
'emote' mixed with additional production by:
Chase Horseman
mastered by:
Matthew Barnhart at Chicago Mastering Service

cover drawing by: Lara Hoffman
layout design by: Nicholas Stahl

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